MuSiC oF mY LiFe

~~Monday, July 11, 2005~~

Sorri i din blog.... Sorri Sorri Sorri Sorri Sorri Sorri Sorri Sorri Sorri Sorri.. m i forgiven? keke..dun giv up on moi bloggy kkz? i will be guai again. keke.

i oso dun really noe where to update from le..2 long din update, lyk abit lose touch..=S jus say tinks tt i remb 4 nw kkz? keke...

some interestin tinks tt happen tis wk...
1) Huiyun pon AMB lect! --> when sum1 lyk her pon, it means we r not bad students aft all, muahaha

2) i went to peer-tutor yr 1s for ORGANIC BIO CHEM..yucks..and i gt myself in deep trouble cos i got difficulty explaining terms and stuff to den. i jus tried looking as COOL and CONFIDENT as i could n bluff my way thru. MUAHAHA. But arh, they still got alot to catch up lehz..dun tink they can make much improvement in jus 2 lessons. so i tutored a few of them like 3 hrs more aft my designated 1 hr. and i m goin to meet dem outside sch to guide...wah..so wei da! when i cant even cope wif my tis sem's work...>.<

3) Old mic won all of us in the wad game arh...duno wad puzzle fighters or wad...so pro lor..my god..and so sickening. noe wad's the best part? Aft EVERYONE cant beat him, we all AIM to SURVIVE on e game wif him as long as we cud! *pengz on floor* and me being ME, i onli survived for at most 15sec lor i tink! =x haha

4)Went to KAP tt day aft guitar practise and saw mic and jer look-a-like(s)! haha...made us all so amused. =P

Okie, apart from update e above, i wanna say....COMMON TEST is COMING!!!!! Arh!!! Exactly 7 days from now!!! That means....DUNG DUNG DUNG!!! Dun giv me e silly look nor e disbelief look or a smug or sth lyk tt cos i tink i gonna lose tis battle tis round. getting so demoralised.. when i m nt doin anytink, i always get a lil' pissed of myself. Always get the feeling of y i jus cant zheng qi yi dian...lyk there WAS time for me to slowly study n catch up wan, but i always will wait till i hafta race wif time den i gan yuan...for excitement maybe? Nah, i was nv really a risk-taker by nature, but i always put myself in such situations, regardless its studies or wad...diaoz..

aft blaming myself, i shld let others share ABIT of the blame rite? toopid amb, is realli an easy module i heardsay from many, but tt lim made it so hard...keep toking the nonsensical and not teach wad's needed, now aft like 8wks, i m still amazed tt i wasn't even filled wif a bit of info..thanx alot arh...i dun mean to be mean but he really cant teach. He's a nice tutor realli but he cant teach.

oh, can i whine on sth else be4 i end? pls pls pls? keke....the common test falls on my b'day lar! hrrrmmppz... *bitez* ok, done wif whining for tt. it doesn't matter. no big deal, jus another year. ha.

Life certainly ain't smooth-sailing nw but, as wad willian tan said, when we are met wif disablilities or obstacles, we always have 2 choices to choose from. 1, we can choose to dwell in our sorrowness, cry and do nth and let others sympathise wif u. or 2, choose to make the best out of e situation and be the best we can be. i m not referring to onli e common test, but i choose choice no. 2. Wad abt u?

"Opportunities dun go ard knocking on our doors like opportunities. Instead, opportunities appears to us as Problems."

"i noe tis may not be the best tink to do but i m doin wad i shld do. i m selfish i noe. Dun hesitate to do wad u tink u shld do."

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